Freshers

Hello blog, been a while.

Freshers this week. I know it's Wednesday evening and I should be out partying but tonight I really cannot be arsed. Hit it heavy the last two nights and sufferring for it. Not wth the typical hangover mind! Oh no I've done something much more mysterious. I have pulled every muscle in my neck and hurt the backs of my knees. I can only assume it's from over-zealous raving for two nights. So far though, it's been great. I've also managed to pull a beautiful girl the past two nights (same gal both nights) so my confidence in that area is on an ego busting high. I'm still overthinking everything to do with it though. I can't seem to let go of myself and "go with the flow", even though I tell myself that's what I always do.

I'm having a bit of a weird time at the moment, wondering whether I'm really right to be here or deserve to be. Apparently everyone feels like that at this stage but no matter how many times you're told that you never think that you are "everybody". Hopefully i'll be able to take everything in this year and be much better at the end of it. Otherwise what is it all for?